Ngalor Ngidul

Hi.. This is my secret media to share every feelings that i had. And today i wanna tell u about my deepest wish... Okay., Im a child from my parents.  I have 2 siblings, 1 older sister and 1 younger brother.  My sister already moved with her husband and children. So its just 4 of us in our home.. I rather close to my mom, because in my childhood i dont like my father. Oops, sorry. Not the person i mean, but his behavior. I really want my mom happy, because i think she already sad about her life and i dont wanna make her sad again, either sick. I always do my best to be a good daughter for her. I always help her. Be a nice girl, yet obedient. And then.. I must live far away from them.  Its about 5 years i lives in this city.  This is my first time i live far from my family.  Its really not me.  But i must bear it due to my career. U know what im worried about? My parents. Why? Because they're growing old...