Kalianda, May 08th 2018, 00:34

Hi..

This is my secret media to share every feelings that i had.

And today i wanna tell u about my deepest wish...

Okay.,

Im a child from my parents. 

I have 2 siblings, 1 older sister and 1 younger brother. 

My sister already moved with her husband and children.

So its just 4 of us in our home..

I rather close to my mom, because in my childhood i dont like my father.

Oops, sorry. Not the person i mean, but his behavior.

I really want my mom happy, because i think she already sad about her life and i dont wanna make her sad again, either sick. I always do my best to be a good daughter for her.

I always help her. Be a nice girl, yet obedient.

And then..

I must live far away from them. 

Its about 5 years i lives in this city. 

This is my first time i live far from my family. 

Its really not me. 

But i must bear it due to my career.

U know what im worried about?

My parents.

Why?

Because they're growing old and older..

My mom have a weak body.

 Its not the physic, i know she's a great and strong woman. 

But inside, she's bad at it.

 I still remember how frightened i was, when she sick from her accute illness, and my younger brother almost cant help it. 

I felt so sad. 

It breaks my heart when he told me that we almost lost my mom.

I felt really sorry because i cant be there to help him guarding my mom..

Since then, i dont want that scenario happen again in my life.

I wanna be home as soon as possible.

I wanna be close to my mom.

And my father.

I just wanna be a good daughter who can be reliable,

 to guards them everyday, and everytime they need me.

I wanna be a loyal child to my parents..

I cant do nothing but this.

So God, please accept and grant my wish.

Bring me back to my hometown please..